Hi Guys,
Actually wrote guts there... pretty awkward!
So this isn't really a blog about anything in particular, it's more for the reason that I am bored!
My child has been in this world for 3w5d now, loving every minute of it.
Was just reading a story about how 2 x 7 year olds were diagnosed with cancer, and they are fighting it.
Those stories take on a different meaning these days, all I can think about (going to sound heartless) is glad that's not my son. I would hate to be in the situation that those parents are in, but god you have to have respect for the poor children that are going through it, parents also.
If I had the money, I would donate it just because I know that if I was in that situation I would stop at nothing to help my child, so it's only fair.
So here I sit on a Saturday night, doing work, how my life has started to change. Normally I would be drinking and watching the footy, at a social event or party of some sort or playing the computer/console to pass the time!
My son is making me so tired, it's not fun!
I had a massive headache yesterday, the panadol got rid of it, but god did it hurt. I don't blame him for it, I know that he doesn't know what he is doing, but gosh darn it I cannot wait until he sleeps through the night (I assume the first night he does it I will wake up in fear, cause it will be out of the norm).
Going to work 5 days a week is really making it quite hard, I just know that I am going to miss out on heaps of stuff, makes me jealous a little of my girlfriend. She gets to see it all, until she goes back to work. But it's not just the missing out that it hard, it's the fact that it's work, so not enjoying it as much as I used to, with my son at home. Unfortunately as my parents used to say money doesn't grow on trees (would be much easier if I had such a device), so I need to work to provide for my family.
My son can do farts, to keep up with the best of them, only just before my brother questioned whether it was me who did one, only for me to turn around and say it wasn't, we both looked at my son.
Today was a really boring day, I played a little bit of SC2 to pass the time and cooked dinner, but didn't get to sleep in until almost 2PM like my other half did (lucky her).
Well my son is starting to make noise and I just got a whiff of something not quite right, believe it to be his nappy, so I best be going.
Catch ya,
Ryan
